Life is disappointing. Like, life is filled with opportunities that can lead us to joy but what is even joy if you have no person to share with that actually loves you and cares about you even though you're an average guy who works hard for respectable life leading you to ultimately end up on your toilet seat jerking off looking at porn and regretting after you ejaculated, then going back to life and living it with depression then realising that all you want is love, affection and peace not porn or fap