4 years ago
This guy always sounds like he's under the burden of great guilt. As if he's saying "what have I done? What have I contributed to? What have I created?" He's built a life upon selling fantasies to people, and maybe he thought the dream of having sex with multiple women was worthwhile, but I'm willing to bet that he's shocked at how forward some of these women are. He created a demand for "wild" women, and now that he's finding them, he feels as if there's something wrong. The women cater to his expectations of them as a pornographer, and as A Guy (tm), but now it makes him feel guilty. He has sex with all of these women but he lacks real intimacy with one, and in all likelihood fails to find relationship.